Belum bersedia kah?

Friday, December 24, 2010
Baiklah, ini merupakan express update dari saya.

1.Saya berada di Kg.Temusu, Sg.Petani saat capaian blog ini di kemaskini.

2. Bersyukur kerana masih dapat berjumpa kawan2 sepengajian di Maktab.

3. Bersyukur kerana pagi ini, dapat solat sunat Sujud Sajadah. Lama sungguh tak Sujud Sajadah sejak meninggalkan sekolahrajaperempuantaayah.

4. InsyaAllah akan ke Padang Besar buat kali pertama dalam hidup. Syukur lagi

5. Minggu hadapan akan kembali ke hujung Borneo. Oh tidak!
 
posted by ayu at 12/24/2010, | 1 comments

If I could

Wednesday, December 22, 2010
Since this morning, water tap was out in my neighbouhood area. Quickly in the morning, my sister and I cleaned the clothes and dishes and mopped our floor. So, I decided to cook a very simple dishes that need not have to use a lot of water and cutlery...haha...Mum said, if there is still no water supply till late evening, then we have to "mandi sungai"....Oh dear! Its been a loooong time ago since my last "mandi sungai"...

The sungai here, in my kampung is so sad..The water is not rich like those days when I was a little girl back then. During my childhood, my mother always asked us to washed our clothes and school shoes at the river, I mean during weekends lah...She always said that, we should save water bills..Haha..The sungai is not so far from our house, but still need a motorcycle to reach there.

I still can remember, how fun was at that time. We used cloth to catch small fish, we built our own version of dam(hihi), we tried to swim like international swimmer, we looked for mollusk. Even mum need to stop us with guava stick.

I still remember one of my sister almost drowned, but I managed to save her. During fasting month, after school I will terjun tiruk...Haha

Childhood,childhood...If I can turn back time.
 
posted by ayu at 12/22/2010, | 0 comments

OBSES kah aku?

Saturday, December 18, 2010
Entah berapa kali
Kamu kecewakan aku
Aku faham lagi mengerti
Aku tidak pernah ada di hati mu

Aku tertanya-tanya
Mungkinkah aku obses
Obses mahu mendapatkan cinta mu
Ya Allah, bantulah hamba MU

Kalau merantau tentu ada destinasi
Kalau seorang menteri tentu punya misi
Kalau seorang guru tentu punya motivasi

Aku seorang wanita mahukan kau, Lelaki
Lelaki dambaan nafsu kurniaan Illahi

Jiwa ku masih mencuba menerima
Menerima hakikat ini
Kau dan Dia
Aku dan Siapa?
 
posted by ayu at 12/18/2010, | 1 comments

Wordless Wednesday (4)

Wednesday, December 08, 2010

 
posted by ayu at 12/08/2010, | 1 comments