-ONCE IN A BLUE MOON-

If I can choose the chapter of my life, I would choose my childhood when I was 12. Life during that time is nothing much yet the best moment that I can remember I have had. I was raised by my late grandmother since I was 3. My late grandfather passed away and my father passed me to my late grandmother as her companion. I can't remember if I've ever cried aloud or if I ever missed my mum. My grandmother was a very motherly, loving, caring and spoiled me a lot.


Oh dear, I miss her touched, her smell, her voice and her best ikan masak cabai. I've tried few times but still can't get the same feel and taste. Ikan masak cabai is not that difficult or complicated to prepare, but it was just the method was different. My late grandmother had used lesung batu to grind all the ingredients while I am too lazy for that. Too bad, huh?


Ok, thats the opening. What? haha... I missed my 12 years old girl with sweet face, no pimples allowed, no love, no bad memories.


How do I look like during 12?

Oh yes, that sweet little girl is me. Believe it or not that was my IC picture when I made my 1st mykad. Last time when our home was on renovation one of my sister found the picture and I felt overjoyed to have it back.

But life must go on. From sweet little 12 years old girl I had to turn to 29 years old lady. Still single. Oh my, what a journey. From a small town called Gerik to a place called Palm Town, Lahad Datu Sabah. Happy 29th Birthday to sweet little girl, Ayu. I miss you!