12th Week

Monday, September 22, 2008
At last, the week that we had waited since day one we're here had come.. I'm not sure how did I felt...I'm happy that I will complete my practicum course on this Friday, yet, I feel sad to leave this school, esp. my adorable pupils...


Bak kata orang, setiap pertemuan lawannya perpisahan. Tapi, ini perpisahan yang baik. Saya pergi kerana saya perlu belajar lagi. Tambah lagi ilmu. Jadi, wahai diri, janganlah menangis! Pagi tadi sebelum bangun sahur, saya menangis dalam mimpi...huhu.Kenapa? saya menangis sebab Mak paksa saya kahwin!Adoi la....Jangan pernah sampai begitu....Haha.Kelakar juga sebenarnya.Housemate saya menakutkan saya, katanya" jangan-jangan balik raya nanti, ada orang dah tunggu!"..."tak mungkin!"....mimpi cuma mainan tidur bak kata pelakon dalam drama terbitan Yusof Haslam.



Cikgu-cikgu di sekolah sudah ber"mood" raya dari minggu lepas. Sibuk dengan resipi kuih raya, langsir raya, karpet raya. Pendek kata, semua berkaitan raya. Teringat kata pensyarah di maktab, katanya jadi cikgu memang "kecoh"....huhu..


Begitupun kami sudah tidak sabar mau raya, hari sabtu kami tetap ke sekolah menghadiri bengkel bagi mencukupkan syarat PPD yang mahu semua guru hadiri Latihan Dalam Perkhidmatan(LADAP). Ini gambarnya...Habis ber"ladap" saya dan Teacher Aida ke Tesco. Shopping raya ma!


Bengkel Penjilidan Buku



ececeh, buat kerje la tu!



Teacher Lim jahit buku while Teacher Goh observing...



Taraa, dah siap!

 
posted by ayu at 9/22/2008, | 0 comments

I Promise Myself

Thursday, September 18, 2008
I promise myself

To be strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To think only for the best, to work only for the best
and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of
others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the
greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile
to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I
have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear,
and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world,
Not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in the faith that the whole world is on my side,
so long as I am true to the best that is in me.

CHRISTIAN D. LARSON

My Super Teacher gave me this poem. She said,"I reread this poem when I felt down"...
Thank you so much ma'am...You're My Super Teacher. She also lend me a novel "The Secret" by Rhonda Byrne which I couldn't find time to read it.

 
posted by ayu at 9/18/2008, | 0 comments

11th week of practicum

Monday, September 15, 2008
Today was the last observation by my lecturer. He said, "your pupils are good, active and eager to learn"...Wahai anak-anak murid ku, Thank You so much dari teacher...Kamu lah permata hati teacher....Last week, seorang murid memberi saya kad raya...Oh!saya lupa mahu snap gambarnya....Katanya" teacher, saya minta maaf kalau saya ada buat salah dengan teacher.Selamat Hari Raya Teacher Ayu"...Saya teringat zaman saya bersekolah dahulu, begitu juga tingkahlaku saya.Sayang dan hormat pada cikgu..Tadi seorang murid bertanya kepada saya
"teacher, betul ke lepas raya teacher dah tak ajar kami lagi?"...
berat mulut saya mahu menjawab,
"Iya, lepas raya teacher kena balik Ipoh".
...mereka buat mimik muka!
"Ala teacher, tak best la kalau teacher tak de",....
"Teacher kena belajar lagi, lepas tu ada periksa"
"Teacher kena periksa lagi? Kan teacher dah pandai?"
See, kan saya dah kata they are good!
 
posted by ayu at 9/15/2008, | 3 comments

Keep your chin up!

Thursday, September 04, 2008
Hari ini saya ke sekolah dengan semangat yang entah ke mana...Sudah bosan kah saya mengajar?Janganlah begitu Teacher Ayu, masih panjang lagi perjalanan sebagai seorang guru, ini cuma praktikum..Bukan cabaran sebenar sebagai guru lagi pun....Tapi saya rasa bukan kerana saya jemu mengajar membuat saya jadi begini hari ini. Saya tak tahu kenapa....Maklumlah hormon seorang makhluk bernama "perempuan" sukar ditebak...Faham kan?Iya, saya pasti itu sebabnya...
Semalam saya ceria sekali bila pensyarah memuji saya, saya ketawa sendiri bila ada anak murid memberi surat kepada saya. Iya, selembar surat dari murid saya yang paling aktif bernama Ariffin...Katanya, "saya mengucapkan terima kasih kepada Teacher Ayu kerana memberajari saya dan memberi saya hadiah buku. Itu pun sudah cukup. Semoga Allah s.w.t balas baik pada teacher. Sekian, terima kasih. Bai-bai, thank you." hihihi.... Budak-budak!Macam-macam kerenah mereka, saya bahagia sekali. Saya mahu menjadi seperti anak murid saya, sentiasa menghargai nikmat hatta yang kecil sekalipun, lupakan masalah biarpun besar...kata orang putih "live life to the fullest", tul tak? Kata pensyarah saya" You seems enjoy teaching and trust me you will enjoy this proffession because it is full of colours"....InsyaAllah...Wahai Ayu apakah itu belum cukup lagi to bright your day?
 
posted by ayu at 9/04/2008, | 0 comments

Day 3

Wednesday, September 03, 2008
After 3 days in fasting month, I miss break fast at home. Of course! Here, as bujangan, bazar ramadhan la jawapannya...Tetapi bazar disini tak lah hebat macam di Shah Alam dulu...I'm not fussy person when talking about food, tolak batu dengan kayu jer. But, when puasa time, I'm fussy. Ini tak kena, itu tak kena...Tapi puasa kali ini, azam ku mahu ala kadar saja...Bukan itu yang patut kita pulun, kan?
Hari ini, pensyarah saya datang untuk observation...Nervous jangan cerita....Alhamdulillah, he said, "You have a good teacher character. Keep it up", ...I must thank my Super Teacher and my adorable pupils... They made my task more easier and colourful...


sambutan Kemerdekaan di sekolah last week



from left: Teacher Aida, Faezah and Me.



Persembahan budak-budak

 
posted by ayu at 9/03/2008, | 0 comments